date: null

subject: to start

i lost all of my old content i had here

this section of my site was a diary

over thirty logs are gone

fuck this stupid diary lolz im turning it into a blog shitpost or whatever

date: tue 05 july 1927, 23:34

subject: shut up

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date: tue 01 nov 2022, 17:00

subject: the voices are back

ICH BRAUCHE HILFE ICH BRAUCHE HILFE ICH BRAUCHE HILFE DAS MONSTRUM IN MIR

THE VOICES ARE BACK THE VOICES ARE BACK PLEASE HELP ME HELP ME

I CAN'T KEEP UP, THEY ARE GOING TO GET ME

date: tue 01 nov 2022, 21;48

subject: my mental status

im good, the voices are gone, im back at home. I am peting my cat atm

date: tue 01 nov 2022, 22;16

subject: my heart is in my throat and i cant make it stop

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